





Growing up, there was rarely a whisper in my house. Everything was said authoritatively or yelled. When I say everything, I don't mean that there were not good times. There were plenty of those. But when we did wrong, or upset someone, yelling was the main reaction.
Not too long ago I had a very disturbing dream in which my mother was screaming at me for not doing something right. It woke me right up and reminded me of the unsettled feeling I would get. Her reactions to my mistakes certainly did not make me want to draw near to her. I wanted to run!
I had to retrain my Christian mind when I got saved. I carried this "hit you over the head when you do wrong" mentality right into my walk with God. I tried to do everything right, only to do wrong. Finally, after years of exhausting myself, I just didn't care anymore. The "work" of being right was too heavy for me. I could not read, pray, fast, worship enough in my way of doing things.
Once I gave up the performance, I saw His love wash over me like never before in my life. God revealed His character to me so deep and that character is LOVE. Don't get me wrong, love also disciplines. And I have had my share of that from the Lord...but I understand that it was due to His love not anger that he did that.
I encourage all of us today to allow the Lord to whisper his love to us, even now. Take a moment. Seek Him. Let the gentle, tender, kind, compassionate love of the Lord find you. Even in the midst of the chaos of life. I pray the peace that surpasses all understanding would fall on us today. Let the singing God, mentioned in Zephaniah, quiet all of our souls. Then take that whisper of love..and pass it on.
XtremeFaith





XtremeFaith
Happy Valentine's Day Weekend Ladies! I will resume the devotions on Monday! God bless!





When I first gave my heart to Jesus, I had a very strict disciple coach. He handed me a book about prayer and fasting, told me to read it, and do it. So I did. Little did I know that not everyone did this...had I known, I wouldn't have obeyed..LOL. But my coach knew that I was coming out of a lifestyle of evil, debauchery, lust, witchcraft..you name it, there I was.
Many of you don't know this, but I was a former pyschic (gasp!)..but I never charged anyone a penny, because I thought it would be "wrong in the sight of God." I did not know any better. People would call me from overseas to get a reading. Satan used me powerfully. It took one powerful Christian to come and tell me that I was functioning as the devil for me to completely stop. I never, ever did it again. But don't think satan was gonna take this lightly. The attack against me continued for months.
Fasting is what broke that stronghold in my life. Not only did I experience demonic interference, I also experienced an incredible breakthrough from the devil's power. Many of you also do not know that when I first stepped in our church, it took about 7 pastors and a few others to pray deliverance over me. It lasted FIVE hours. The sister that was powerfully used that day to speak life over me lived a life of fasting and prayer. She became my mentor for five years, and I owe most of who I am today to her powerful influence in my life. She taught me how to war.
So, today we fast. Do you have an area of addiction over your life that needs to be broken? Fasting will break it. Do you have a loved one that needs deliverance? Fast for them. Do you want to get a "re-charge" in your spiritual battery? Fasting will do that. Let's remember, as we fast, even if we are at work, be in prayer. Have your mind fixed on Christ.
Because fasting is such a powerful weapon, we must be prepared for the counter-attack. Satan and his hosts do not take this lightly..however, the Word of God tells us the position the Lord takes. He will be our "rear guard." This does not refer to our "body part" but it refers to any attack that would come against us without us seeing it. Our righteousness, which is found in the Blood of Christ, goes before us..nothing can touch that Blood, and our protector, Almighty God, goes behind us. We are covered.
Fast with a purpose today. Can't wait to see how the glory of God would move among all of us in every area of our lives.
Blessings.
XtremeFaith


